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Saturday, August 04, 2018

Drugs

8月4号 - 出院回家啦!好开心~ 


不知不觉,就在医院住了5个晚上。

回到家,有时间,好好研究这五天在医院我到底吸取了多少 drugs,尤其是那些抗生素。

1. Hydrocortisone 100mg
Source: 
https://www.webmd.com/drugs/2/drug-6829/hydrocortisone-sodium-succinate-injection/details

https://www.medicines.org.uk/emc/product/7812/smpc

This medication is used to treat various conditions such as arthritis, severe allergiesblooddiseases, breathing problems, certain cancers, eye diseases, intestinal disorders, and skindiseases. It weakens your immune system's response to various diseases to reduce symptoms such as swelling and allergic-type reactions. Hydrocortisone may also be used with other medications to replace certain hormones if you have decreased adrenal gland function or Addison's disease. Hydrocortisone belongs to a class of drugs known as corticosteroids. 

Do not stop using this medication without consulting your doctor. Some conditions may become worse when this drug is suddenly stopped. Also, you may experience symptoms such as weaknessweight lossnauseamuscle painheadache, tiredness, dizziness.

Side effects: Paraesthesia may occur following intravenous administration and is probably related to the rate of injection. It is often localised to the genital area but in some cases may radiate over the entire body. The unpleasant and sometimes painful sensation usually passes off within a few minutes and no sequelae have been reported. The effect seems to be related to the sodium phosphate salt of hydrocortisone. 

The incidence of predictable undesirable effects, including hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal suppression correlates with the relative potency of the drug, dosage, timing of administration and the duration of treatment


2. Combivent Neb (inhaler)
Source: 
https://www.rxlist.com/combivent-drug.htm#indications_dosage

COMBIVENT Inhalation Aerosol is indicated for use in patients with chronic obstructive pulmonary disease(COPD) on a regular aerosol bronchodilator who continue to have evidence of bronchospasm and who require a second bronchodilator.

Additional adverse reactions, reported in less than two percent of the patients in the COMBIVENT Inhalation Aerosol treatment group include edema, fatigue, hypertension, dizziness, nervousness, paresthesiatremordysphonia, insomnia, diarrhea, dry mouthdyspepsia, vomiting, arrhythmia, palpitation, tachycardiaarthralgiaangina, increased sputum, taste perversion, and urinary tract infection/dysuria.


3. Spiriva Respimat (inhaler) <-- effect="" font="" side="">
Source: https://www.spiriva.com/

SPIRIVA RESPIMAT, 2.5 mcg, and SPIRIVA HANDIHALER are long-term, once-daily, prescription maintenance medicines used to control symptoms of chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD) by relaxing your airways and keeping them open. COPD includes chronic bronchitis and emphysema. SPIRIVA RESPIMAT and SPIRIVA HANDIHALER also reduce the likelihood of flare-ups (COPD exacerbations).

SPIRIVA RESPIMAT, 1.25 mcg, is a long-term, once-daily, prescription maintenance treatment of asthma for people 6 years and older.

SPIRIVA is not a treatment for sudden symptoms of asthma or COPD.

SPIRIVA RESPIMAT or SPIRIVA HANDIHALER can cause allergic reactions. Symptoms can include raised red patches on your skin (hives), itching, rash and/or swelling of the lips, tongue, or throat that may cause difficulty in breathing or swallowing. If you have any of these symptoms, stop taking the medicine and seek emergency medical care.

Before using SPIRIVA HANDIHALER, tell your doctor if you have a severe allergy to milk proteins.

SPIRIVA RESPIMAT or SPIRIVA HANDIHALER can cause your breathing to suddenly get worse (bronchospasm). If this happens, use your rescue inhaler, stop taking SPIRIVA, and call your doctor right away or seek emergency medical care.

SPIRIVA RESPIMAT or SPIRIVA HANDIHALER can increase the pressure in your eyes (acute narrow-angle glaucoma) which can cause the following symptoms: eye pain, blurred vision, seeing halos or colored images along with red eyes. If you have any of these symptoms, stop taking your medicine and call your doctor right away.

Dizziness and blurred vision may occur with SPIRIVA RESPIMAT or SPIRIVA HANDIHALER. If you experience these symptoms, use caution when engaging in activities such as driving a car, or operating appliances or machinery.

SPIRIVA RESPIMAT or SPIRIVA HANDIHALER can cause new or worsened urinary retention. Symptoms of blockage in your bladder and/or enlarged prostate may include difficulty passing urine and/or painful urination. If you have any of these symptoms, stop taking your medicine and call your doctor right away.

The most common side effects reported with SPIRIVA RESPIMAT in patients with COPD include sore throat, cough, dry mouth, and sinus infection.

The most common side effects with SPIRIVA RESPIMAT in adult patients with asthma were sore throat, headache, bronchitis, and sinus infection. The side effect profile for adolescent and pediatric patients was comparable to that observed in adult patients with asthma.

The most common side effects reported with SPIRIVA HANDIHALER in patients with COPD include upper respiratory tract infection, dry mouth, sinus infection, sore throat, non-specific chest pain, urinary tract infection, indigestion, runny nose, constipation, increased heart rate, and blurred vision.


4. Symbicort Turbuhaler (powdered inhaler, need to rinse the mouth after suction)
Source: 
https://medbroadcast.com/drug/getdrug/symbicort-turbuhaler

This medication is used to treat reversible obstructive airways disease, often known as asthma. When combined, these medications help to control the symptoms of asthma and prevent asthma attacks by keeping the airways open to make breathing easier.

It is also used for maintenance treatment of moderate to severe chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD), including emphysema and chronic bronchitis.

For asthma treatment, budesonide - formoterol can be used for maintenance therapy or for maintenance plus reliever therapy.

The starting dose of budesonide - formoterol is based on control of your symptoms. After asthma symptoms are controlled, your doctor will adjust your dose to the lowest regular dose that prevents asthma symptoms.

Do not use this medication if you are allergic to budesonide, formoterol, or inhaled lactose.

A side effect is an unwanted response to a medication when it is taken in normal doses. Side effects can be mild or severe, temporary or permanent.

The side effects listed below are not experienced by everyone who takes this medication. 

If you are concerned about side effects, discuss the risks and benefits of this medication with your doctor.

The following side effects have been reported by at least 1% of people taking this medication. Many of these side effects can be managed, and some may go away on their own over time.
  • awareness of heartbeat or fast heartbeat
  • cough
  • dizziness
  • headache
  • hoarseness
  • irritation of the mouth or throat
  • muscle cramps
  • nausea
  • restlessness or nervousness
  • tremor
  • trouble sleeping

Check with your doctor as soon as possible if any of the following side effects occur:
  • agitation
  • bone pain or fractures
  • chest pain
  • chest tightness
  • fast or irregular heartbeat
  • flu-like symptoms (sudden lack of energy, fever, cough, sore throat) that includes rash, pins and needles sensation, worsening breathing problems)
  • mood or mental changes
  • signs of depression (e.g., poor concentration, changes in weight, changes in sleep, decreased interest in activities, thoughts of suicide)
  • skin rash or hives all over the body
  • symptoms of cataracts (e.g., clouding of the lens in the eye, blurred vision, eye pain)
  • symptoms of increased pressure in the eyes (e.g., decreased or blurred vision, eye pain, red eye, swelling of the eye)
  • symptoms of high blood sugar (e.g., frequent urination, increased thirst, excessive eating, unexplained weight loss, poor wound healing, infections, fruity breath odour)
  • symptoms of pneumonia (e.g.,  fever or chills, shortness of breath, fatigue, chest pain, cough)
  • symptoms of too much corticosteroid in the body (e.g., rapid weight gain, round “moon” face, excess sweating, thinning skin, easy bruising, muscle and bone weakness)
  • unusual colour, amount, or consistency of phlegm
  • white patches in the mouth or throat (thrush)

Stop taking the medication and seek immediate medical attention if any of the following occur:
  • breathlessness when resting
  • sudden wheezing and chest pain or tightness immediately after using the medication
  • signs of a severe allergic reaction (e.g., swelling of face, lips, tongue, throat, or eyelids, difficulty swallowing, breathing, or speaking)
  • worsening breathing symptoms even after using your reliever medication

5. Zithromax 250mg TAB 
Source: 
https://www.medicinenet.com/azithromycin_250500mg_tablets-oral/article.htm

USES: Azithromycin is used to treat a wide variety of bacterial infections. It is a macrolide-type antibiotic. It works by stopping the growth of bacteria.This medication will not work for viral infections (such as common coldflu). Unnecessary use or misuse of any antibiotic can lead to its decreased effectiveness.

SIDE EFFECTS: Stomach upset, diarrhea/loose stools, nauseavomiting, or abdominal pain may occur. If any of these effects persist or worsen, tell your doctor or pharmacist promptly.Remember that your doctor has prescribed this medication because he or she has judged that the benefit to you is greater than the risk of side effects. Many people using this medication do not have serious side effects.Tell your doctor right away if any of these unlikely but serious side effects occur: hearing changes (such as decreased hearing, deafness), eye problems (such as drooping eyelids, blurred vision), difficulty speaking/swallowing, muscle weakness, signs of liver problems (such as unusual tiredness, persistent nausea/vomiting, severe stomach/abdominal pain, yellowing eyes/skin, dark urine).Get medical help right away if any of these rare but serious side effects occur: fast/irregular heartbeat, severe dizzinessfainting.This medication may rarely cause a severe intestinal condition (Clostridium difficile-associated diarrhea) due to a resistant bacteria. This condition may occur during treatment or weeks to months after treatment has stopped. 

Do not use anti-diarrhea products or narcotic pain medications if you have any of the following symptoms because these products may make them worse. Tell your doctor immediately if you develop: persistent diarrhea, abdominal or stomach pain/cramping, blood/mucus in your stool.Use of this medication for prolonged or repeated periods may result in oral thrush or a new yeast infection. Contact your doctor if you notice white patches in your mouth, a change in vaginal discharge, or other new symptoms.A very serious allergic reactionto this drug is rare. However, get medical help right away if you notice any symptoms of a serious allergic reaction, including: rashitching/swelling (especially of the face/tongue/throat), severe dizziness, trouble breathing.An allergic reaction to this medication may return even if you stop the drug. 


6. Controloc 40mg TAB (Gastro-resistant tablet)

Source: 
https://www.webmd.com/drugs/2/drug-17633/pantoprazole-oral/details

Pantoprazole is used to treat certain stomach and esophagus problems (such as acid reflux). It works by decreasing the amount of acid your stomach makes. This medication relieves symptoms such as heartburn, difficulty swallowing, and persistent cough. It helps heal acid damage to the stomach and esophagus, helps prevent ulcers, and may help prevent cancer of the esophagus. Pantoprazole belongs to a class of drugs known as proton pump inhibitors (PPIs).


7. Rocephin-IV 1G Injection (Ceftriaxone)
Source: 
https://www.webmd.com/drugs/2/drug-9768/rocephin-intravenous/details

Ceftriaxone is used to treat a wide variety of bacterial infections. This medication belongs to a class of drugs known as cephalosporin antibiotics. It works by stopping the growth of bacteria.

This drug is not recommended for use in newborns with high blood bilirubin levels and premature infants due to increased risk of side effects. 

Side Effects
Swelling, redness, or pain at the injection site may occur. 
This medication may rarely cause a severe intestinal condition (Clostridium difficile-associated diarrhea) due to a type of resistant bacteria. This condition may occur during treatment or weeks to months after treatment has stopped. Tell your doctor right away if you develop: diarrhea that doesn't stop, abdominal or stomach pain/cramping, blood/mucus in your stool.
Do not use anti-diarrhea products or narcotic pain medications if you have any of these symptoms because these products may make them worse.


8. Meronem 1G Injection
Source: 
https://www.medicines.org.uk/emc/product/5904/smpc

Meropenem is indicated for the treatment of the following infections in adults and children over 3 months of age (see sections 4.4 and 5.1):

  • Severe pneumonia, including hospital and ventilator-associated pneumonia.
  • Broncho-pulmonary infections in cystic fibrosis
  • Complicated urinary tract infections
  • Complicated intra-abdominal infections
  • Intra- and post-partum infections
  • Complicated skin and soft tissue infections
  • Acute bacterial meningitis


Treatment of patients with bacteraemia that occurs in association with, or is suspected to be associated with, any of the infections listed above.

Meropenem may be used in the management of neutropenic patients with fever that is suspected to be due to a bacterial infection.

Consideration should be given to official guidance on the appropriate use of antibacterial agents.


9. Heparinized Saline Injection
这个主要是 “通血管” 作用的。因为针筒扎的位子血管可能会有 clot,所以这个是用来通血管的。注入时,没有抗生素痛,冰凉的感觉而已。
Source: 
https://www.nps.org.au/medical-info/medicine-finder/heparinised-saline-injection

Heparinised Saline Injection belongs to a group of medicines known as anticoagulants. Anticoagulants work by decreasing the clotting ability of your blood and help stop clots forming in the blood vessels. Anticoagulants are sometimes called "blood thinners", although they do not actually thin the blood. Heparin will not dissolve blood clots that have already formed, but it may prevent any clots that have already formed from becoming larger and causing serious problems.

Heparinised Saline Injection is used to prevent the blocking of injection equipment often caused by blood clots.

Do not use Heparinised Saline Injection if you:

  • have an allergy to heparin or pork products
  • have, or may have, a bleeding disease or a problem with your blood vessels
  • have low blood platelet count

10. Prednisolone 5mg TAB
Source: 
https://healthy.kaiserpermanente.org/health/care/consumer/health-wellness/drugs-and-natural-medicines/drug-encyclopedia/medicine-information/!ut/p/a1/fc5BT4MwFMDxz7IDR-lj3aB461jEgjDMiGIvhs2uI2GUdN3Ivr2AeDBR360vv_7zEEcF4k15rWRpKtWU9fDm7nsObLNaORTAYUtgWUTSNSFzCDB6RRHisla7Eb8djWnvLbDgQ1-kaPa3u1ZpUwtjAeLDjq1R4RDP98jAabPDRCKuxUFooe2L7itD4zxGuq6zpVKyFvZenfrEL1-O6mxQ8VP2V_H_D4cJPETbL7BZ-ARYEjwGLI0BQm8CGQVGElg6QLELzM1x7CWpA-FiAoDZ81gIMxd6G-fxix9jgPk3-GMooPZEbri-Ph22rGJ0NvsEBu7LmA!!/dl5/d5/L2dBISEvZ0FBIS9nQSEh/

Prednisone is used to treat conditions such as arthritis, blood disorders, breathing problems, severe allergies, skin diseases, cancer, eye problems, and immune system disorders. Prednisone belongs to a class of drugs known as corticosteroids. It decreases your immune system's response to various diseases to reduce symptoms such as swelling and allergic-type reactions.

Side effects
Nausea, vomiting, loss of appetite, heartburn, trouble sleeping, increased sweating, or acne may occur. 

Many people using this medication do not have serious side effects.Tell your doctor right away if any of these unlikely but serious side effects occur: muscle pain/cramps, irregular heartbeat, weakness, swelling hands/ankles/feet, unusual weight gain, signs of infection (such as fever, persistent sore throat), vision problems (such as blurred vision), vomit that looks like coffee grounds, black/bloody stools, severe stomach/abdominal pain, mental/mood changes (such as depression, mood swings, agitation), slow wound healing, thinning skin, bone pain, menstrual period changes, puffy face, seizures, easy bruising/bleeding.This medication may rarely make your blood sugar rise, which can cause or worsen diabetes. 



11. Klacid-MR 500mg TAB
Source: 
https://www.myvmc.com/drugs/klacid/

Klacid is used to treat certain bacterial infections, such as respiratory tract infections, skin infections, peptic ulcer.

Klacid is also used to prevent a specific bacterial infection associated with HIV infection.

Your doctor, however, may have prescribed Klacid for another purpose.

Ask your doctor if you have any questions about why Klacid has been prescribed for you. Klacid is available only with a doctor’s prescription. 

Side effects of Klacid 
  • Stomach cramps and pains;
  • Nausea, vomiting and severe diarrhoea;
  • Oral thrush or vaginal thrush;
  • Change in taste sensation;
  • Headache;
  • Asthma, shortness of breath.
Tell your doctor immediately if you notice any of the following as you may need urgent medical care:
  • Yellowing of the eyes or skin (jaundice);
  • Feeling generally unwell and having poor appetite;
  • Hearing disturbances;
  • Chest pain;
  • Dizziness, confusion, hallucinations, convulsions;
  • Fainting, irregular heart beat;
  • Any type of skin rash, itching, hives;
  • Severe diarrhoea, especially if bloody;
  • Severe upper stomach pain, with nausea and vomiting (pancreatitis).
Stop taking Klacid and tell your doctor immediately or go to casualty at your nearest hospital if any of the following happen:
  • Swelling to the face, lips, mouth, throat or neck which may cause difficulty in swallowing or breathing or sudden collapse. 

12. Oseltamivir 75mg CAP (TAMIFLU)
Source: 
https://www.drugs.com/oseltamivir.html

Oseltamivir is an antiviral medication that blocks the actions of influenza virus types A and B in your body.

Oseltamivir is used to treat influenza in people 2 weeks of age and older who have had flu symptoms for 2 days or less. Oseltamivir may also be given to prevent influenza in people who are at least 1 year old, who may be exposed but do not yet have symptoms. This medicine will not treat the common cold.

Do not use oseltamivir to prevent influenza in a child younger than 1 year old. Do not use this medicine to treat influenza in a child younger than 2 weeks old.

Tell your doctor if you have ever had:
  • kidney disease (or if you are on dialysis);
  • heart disease or chronic lung disease;
  • a condition causing swelling or disorder of the brain;
  • a weak immune system (caused by disease or by using certain medicine);
  • hereditary fructose intolerance; or
  • if you have used a nasal flu vaccine (FluMist) within the past 2 weeks.

Get emergency medical help if you have signs of an allergic reaction to oseltamivir (hives, difficult breathing, swelling in your face or throat) or a severe skin reaction (fever, sore throat, burning eyes, skin pain, red or purple skin rash with blistering and peeling).
Some people using oseltamivir (especially children) have had sudden unusual changes in mood or behavior. It is not certain that this medicine is the exact cause of these symptoms. Even without using oseltamivir, anyone with influenza can have neurologic or behavioral symptoms. Call your doctor right away if the person using this medicine has:
  • sudden confusion;
  • tremors or shaking;
  • unusual behavior; or
  • hallucinations (hearing or seeing things that are not there).
Common oseltamivir side effects may include:
  • nausea, vomiting;
  • headache; or
  • pain.

就这样,12种不同的药物,就在短短的五天之内注入了我的体内。
好可怕啊。。。

Friday, August 03, 2018

生病了



还真估不到,我会在这样的情况下病倒了。

从5月中开始,我就一直不停的飞,一直飞到7月尾。Well,7月尾是一个很 last minute 的 trip。
自从6月从澳门公干回来,我就生病了。那是因为天气变化所致。
那里当时是夏天,澳门的夏天湿气很重,而且户外热,室内冷气却冷到发抖。
如果因为没有做好防备措施,很容易病倒的。

我,就是那一个人。

去澳门开会回来一个星期,又出发去拍摄了。
第三天,就病倒了。
赶回啦办一场活动,就又一直陆陆续续的忙。
一直到最近的新加坡 trip,回来就 真 的 倒 了。

那么多人,偏偏我是被细菌感染的。
但是,我最害怕也最不喜欢的,就是每个人说是因为鹌鹑的关系。
*鹌鹑是我在四月领养的狗,下次再好好介绍他。

我觉得不是鹌鹑的关系,因为除了第一个月抱他回来的时候我有鼻子敏感,过后都没什么事情了。

前言写好了。就进入正题吧。

7月27号,从新加坡回来。
机场是新的,但是周围很多人都咳嗽。
我也以为自己好一点了,也没有特别可以防范。

7月28 号,从大城堡回自己的家。
几乎每一次到大城堡,过夜,我都会鼻子敏感,因为房间平时没人睡觉,所以很多灰尘。
下午起床,鼻子开始很不舒服,一直不停打喷嚏。
回到自己家,感觉有好点了。只是觉得还是少许虚弱。

7月29号,一整天就是呆在家里。我们俩也好久好久没有那样周末很纯粹的呆在家,什么也不做。
晚上睡觉的时候,开始觉得呼吸不顺畅,躺着的时候,一直觉得胸口闷闷的,没办法好好呼吸。
肺部所发出的喘息声,也让我没办法入眠。


7月30号,一早上就去看医生,吸了 nebuliser。
吃了药,休息,流了些汗,以为会好点,结果还是没有。
只是慢慢的走到楼上,我就觉得呼吸困难,需要坐在床上休息,才可以进行下一个动作,例如洗澡。
洗澡也是个很辛苦的过程。洗好后,呼吸很不顺畅。
一直到晚上8点多,跟男人说,我真的不行了,请马上送我去医院抽痰吧。
到了医院大概9点(因为中间我们在路上兜来兜去找医药卡)。
登记了过后,等了大概半个小时,显示量血压和体重。
再等个半小时,就进到急症室。
告诉医生我的状况,想要抽痰。但是由于是在肺部里面,所以不能马上立刻。
医生还是建议吸 nebuliser,然后再安排入院。
其实我们已经做最坏打算就是入院。
护士先是让我吃了两颗 panadol,因为发烧38度没有退(早上看医生也是38度)。
然后就带我进去 emergency unit 吸 nebuliser。
男人就到外面去办理入院程序。这个过程还真慢。
等着的当时,我换了病人服,扎了针在左手背。护士也抽了我从我鼻子抽了样本去化验,是否有 Influenza 感染。
然后就被带去照 X-ray。
照了 X-ray,就是回去 emergency unit 等病床和化验报告。
鼻子样本化验报告出来,Influenza negative。心里定了一定。
后来,主诊医生 Dr Usha 出现了。
她说,我暂时没有 Influenza,但是我的肺部氧气非常低,需要入院观察(yes I know...)。
等了差不多一个小时,终于把我推上楼上。
本来以为我只是需要转去普通病房观察,哪里知道,从电梯出来那一刻,看到墙上写的是 Intensive Care Unit (ICU), High Dependency Unit (HDU) 的字眼。。。
心想,我没那么严重吧?
那时候,也已经快半夜12点了。
我被送到 Cardiac HDU ,类似深切护理部门了。心里觉得开始担心,我该不会是那么严重吧?
躺了下去,马上就又来 nebuliser (三个小时一次) 加吊药水(antibiotic)。
就这样,第一个晚上过去了。

记:我的肺部氧气只有95%,正常应该是 99-100。只是差个5% 就呼吸那么困难,那些少过95 的不是更可怕?


7月31号。
早上一早就被叫起床,又是吃药又是 nebuliser。我的朋友就是 nebuliser 了。
然后就是叫男人从家里拿一些基本日常需要过来。
这种时候,irregular period 又来,还好量不多。
隔壁床的 uncle 也还蛮 entertaining 的。
一早就问说,他可以吃肉骨茶吗?可以打电话给他老婆吗?到处和人借电话要打电话给老婆。
然后就是一直吵回家,要出院。我想,他应该是住了一阵子了。
我对面床,是一个女病人,看起来病的很严重。
应该是刚刚喉咙动了手术,插了很多大大小小的管,看了都心疼。
不过,她后来被转去普通病房,应该是好事来的。
斜对面,是一个中年男人,听说好像是怀疑 bird flu,住了四天。今天他终于可以出院了。
而我呢,还是很心急的等着 X-ray 报告。
爸爸和妈咪也来了。
X-ray 报告暂时还没出,Dr Usha说,她看了电脑的 X-ray,大致上应该不是肺炎,但是可以确定的是气管炎,导致我的器官肿了,发炎了,所以不能呼吸。
后来,就是一直等房间。
大概等到四五点吧,终于可以转去普通病房了。
第一件事情,就是马上去洗澡。
换了普通病房,也不用一直吊药水了,开心自由啦!
我拿到的,是双人病房。隔壁是一个婆婆,有一个女佣陪着。
傍晚男人回来探望我,拿了一血他之前遗漏和拿错的东西过来。
因为是双人病房,探病时间只是到晚上九点而已。
今天晚上睡觉的时候,一直咳嗽,肺部的痰一直没办法咳出来。很痛苦。
又是 nebuliser (4-6个小时一次)。

记:还有发烧(37-38度),氧气开始好转 96-97。
记:今天一位非常特别的友人来探望,Cherinne。虽说不上是很深交,但是我们之间很多化学效果。
记:今天傍晚时分,收到了护士送来的 X-ray 报告。根据上面的注解,是气管炎,然后轻微的肺炎。

就这样,第二个晚上过去了。


8月1号。
同样的,早上7点之前就被叫起床。
我本来以为只是需要 nebuliser 而已,哪里知道,抗生素 antibiotic 现在是直接从还插在手上的针筒输进去。
因为是第一次以这样的方式输进去,我一时接受不了,感觉整个左手一阵冰冷,然后就是血管被逼开的感觉,然后,就是一个字 - 痛!
还要是一次过三支10ml的剂量。。。一天还要输入三次。。。

今天医生安排了我去做肺活量 test。
就是去吹一个仪器,仪器可以测试我们的肺活量是否到正常水平。
当我在外面等的时候,听到护士在教着一个老伯伯如果做这个测试。我在外面听到都知道是怎么一回事了。
就是对着仪器吹,吸,吹~ 
我的结果,距离正常水平还有一大半的距离。
后来,就是默默的走回去自己的房间。医生鼓励我要多走动。

工作狂模式今天开了一下。
Supplier 到了医院来 present 给我,他们最新的活动。感觉还蛮新鲜的(我是说,在医院开会。Presentation 也很有趣啦)。

今天,是最多人来探访我的一天(除了男人意外)。
下午的时候,婶婶来了,然后就是死党淑慧,接下来是男人。
傍晚时分,护士过来问,我要不要换去个人病房,因为有病人出院了。
我当然要!(因为其实隔壁房的婆婆晚上一直要做很多检验,我一直被干扰到,睡不好)
换了房间,男人陪了我一下,就走了。
然后就是 Calvin 和老婆友人一起来看望我。
他们的出现带了一些颜色给我。
说了一些笑话,分享了一些保险的东西。
晚上十点半,又是 nebuliser。
奇怪的是,今天晚上,与其针筒输入药物,又开始吊药水了。

就这样,第三个晚上过去了。


8月2号。
因为昨天左手背开始疼痛,今天针筒被拔了出来,然后换了个新的输入点。
本来应该是换去右手,可是因为我害怕手残,所以坚持用左手。
还好找到了一个不错的血管。
早上医生来的时候,给了我一个很扎心的消息。
我的尿液化验到有一种病菌 - ESBL,是一种新的病菌,一种一个原因是因为吸取太多抗生素而产生的。ESBL 也是一种喜欢出现在医院此等地方的病菌。普通的抗生素是没办法对抗的。
医生说,严重的话,我必须被隔离。
(开始明白为什么昨天晚上是吊药水)
听了过后,我脸上是什么表情我不知道,但是是整个人醒了。
然后马上联络男人,通知他最新的进展。
然后不停用手机搜寻什么是 ESBL。越看越害怕,越担心。
到最后,放弃了。不看了。
然后吃了早餐,吃了药,nebuliser 和打药过后,我就睡着了。
中午时分,爸爸妈咪和二婶来探望我。
本来不打算告诉他们的,可是我还是忍不住问了护士,目前状况如何。
实在是担心啊。
后来下午医生再来的时候,证实是由 ESBL,但是不需要严重隔离,最重要是不要和别人共用厕所。要一直洗手保持干净消毒。
抗生素,也越来越强。整个人也开始感觉更容易疲惫。

就这样,第四个晚上过去了。


8月3号。
今天早上,医生来,说目前 ESBL 暂时被控制了。ESBL 真有那么容易被打败?
如果我想要的话,今天傍晚就可以出院回去,她会在开一些药物让我带回家。然后下个星期回来复诊。
反正都在医院了,为了不必要的麻烦,还是决定留多一晚,看看状况如何。
医生也建议留多一晚,明天看看适合不适合出院。
因为药量增加,我的活动范围基本上都是在床上。
吊药水吊到一半,我就睡着了。
今天,来了意想不到的稀客 - 玮胜。
有感动到。晚上时间也还好有他,娱乐了我们一下,还带了我和男人到顶楼让我透透气。
感觉舒服多了。终于不是隔着窗口看窗外了。

今天,就这样默默的过了。
就这样,第五个晚上很快就要过去了。

很想念家里。
很想念鹌鹑。
很想快点回到工作岗位上,恢复正常生活。

老天爷,谢谢您一直以来的眷顾和照顾。

记:静静的,在医院抄经文也是很不错的体验。

笔于
病得累垮垮的晚上
但是体重上升了
鸡蛋糕



送上病人照片一张


Friday, February 09, 2018

2018,打个(迟来的)招呼

时间过得还真快,转眼间,2017 就这样过了,2018 也过了一个月了。
农历新年,更是迫在眉梢。

今天在家,没什么特别的,就只是想上来说声 Halo! 

十二月和一月,分别的发生了很多事情。觉得自己好像在天堂和地狱之间游走。
不过庆幸的,我并没有被打败,我觉得,自己变得更坚强了。

很多的事情发生,曾经努力的去补救,挽救。
但是,原来,真的是君子一言既出驷马难追。
说出来的话,是收不回去的,特别是带来特别大伤害的话,是真的会确确切切的狠狠地刺进心里面。

不管后来所发生的事情,无论是刻意的,还是无意的。
似乎都好像没办法回到和没发生任何事情一样。

人,总是要长大的吧。

Things always happened for a reason. 
I believe there is a strong reason, why God has chosen this moment for me to go through all the harsh time. 
It could be a Karma on myself, or it could be a serious life lesson for me to learn. 
It could be, basically, anything. 

I am ready to face whichever outcome under any circumstances. 
What I realized the most, I have to love myself even more. 
The priority is always myself, in regards of anything. 

The feeling within myself, the happiness, the joy, the peace and everything.
It should be all me, and not because for the sake of anybody else, but me, MYSELF. 

Dear God, I hear you. 
And I know there is a reason behind all the things that had happened. 

I thank you for all that, and thank you for always blessing me, protecting me from all kind of harm, danger and sickness. 

All I wish for now, is a peaceful mind and peaceful life. 

2018 年,一个让自己更坚强,很强大的一年。
一个,更懂得自己爱自己多一些的一年。

Monday, October 30, 2017

第十七篇:筛选婚纱照啦~

第十七篇:筛选婚纱照啦~
日期:2017年 10月 14日

又一个日盼夜盼,盼了差不多三个星期,终于可以去筛选照片啦。
那一天,不知道是什么节日,我从 Ayer Keroh 的收费站一路到马六甲市,塞了一个小时。
好夸张。

婚纱店总共 short listed 了大约五百多张照片给我们筛选,看第一次的时候,还真的眼花缭乱,不知道选哪一个好。
第一轮,我是扫描 scanning。
第二轮才开始把我自己喜欢的选出来。
第三轮,再从我选出来的,再减到 52 张。这个过程是最头疼的。太难选了啦!

我也大概用了两个小时才成功和男人选出了 52 张照片。
再从 52 张照片选出 床头照,娘家照,姐妹照。

因为吸取别人的意见,我们决定不要传统的床头照,我们换去两个 square 的简单相框。
可以挂在家里的楼梯间,也可以放在书房,比较有 gallery 的感觉。
那些传统大大个的床头照,到最后的命运,应该也是被收藏在不知名的地方。
这样换,我们需要再补 RM50,which 我们觉得还 okay,所以就决定了。
就算加了 RM50,我们的婚纱配套,还是没有破 3000 =) 

婚纱店也有附送一个给我们在婚礼用的 banner / bunting,我们也是决定不要。
因为,婚礼过后,那个 banner 要来做么?Unknown = 丢掉。
所以,我们也换了和娘家照一样 size 的相框,可以放在男人的家。

我相信,每个女人都一样的咯,就是迫不及待那全部照片回去自己回味,自己慢慢欣赏,再慢慢 edit,慢慢 share 给姐妹,朋友,家人,well... literally EVERYONE lol 

婚纱店本来只是允许我 copy 52 张中的 6-8 张。
当我在 copy 的时候,男人刚好在问该店员问题,我的小恶魔心起。。。呵呵
就这样 copy 了全部 52 张。
我觉得店员是知道的啦,我应该不是第一个顾客那样做,哈哈哈哈哈!

筛选照片后的一个星期,我几乎一有时间,就情不自禁的自己在欣赏照片,呵呵。
也因为这样,可以去下载了 美图秀秀 来 edit 照片。
美图秀秀也太神奇了啦!(I know I am late...)

只是最可惜的,是我穿褂的系列。
摄影师并没有给我们很多选择,很多照片的角度也没有抓到很好,这个系列我们选了很少照片而已。

好啦,就在这里和你们分享一下吧~ 虽然很多人都已经看过了~


室内:白色婚纱
这套婚纱
我们选了两个不同的背景 








 


室内:粉红蜜恋
本来这件礼服差一点就没被选中了
回到家我再仔细思考
决定不要另一件很花俏的
(毕竟我自己并不是那样路线的)
还是选择了我最喜欢的粉红色
这系列也拍得比较稍微有那么一点韩风
because of the background




室内: 红色显白
这件大家都很喜欢
如果没有别的选择
婚礼当晚我应该也会穿这件了
群尾不会太长
走动也比较方便
也超显白
呵呵
只是可惜的是
男人在这个系列没有拍到很好效果
都是很累的样子了
结果很多照片都被逼淘汰了



室外:传统褂
其实我最喜欢的造型是这个
可是摄影师并没有捕抓到最好的角度和照片
太浪费了






室外:蓝色海边
当天本来想去 Klebang 海边的沙堆拍照的
但是沙堆应该是拿来填海了
没有以前那么高了
后来
我们就转方向
到了茅草堆拍
出来的效果也不错
我最喜欢的是我们背景的那一张
感觉好特别
就第一次看到我们俩的背影
同一件礼服我们也到了
Melaka Straits Mosque 那里拍了一些照片
因为天气很好
天空的颜色蓝蓝的
好漂亮






室外:完美日落白纱
这个场景的效果
是最让我们满意的
几乎不怎么需要 edit 
整个感觉都好好哦





太美丽了
对吗
(自夸 呵呵)





接下来,真的好期待婚纱店 edit 过后的照片。
简单,就是这样。
Simple and nice。
不需要太多的点缀,最重要的是我们俩一起拍照的过程,照片所带出来的幸福感觉。
那就很足够了 :) 




笔于
很期待婚纱店发照片过来的一个晚上